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In document BLACK DIAMONDS (Pldal 188-194)

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me

only I sent for you," she said, in a tone of gentle reproach.

"

Into the presence of a queen one doesn't intrude;

\ve wait tobe

summoned."

"Don't try and flatter

me

; if you do like the others

I shall treat

you

as I do them, and not speak one

word

to you. I

much

prefer your way, although you are

al-ways

offendingme."

"

I do not

remember

to haveever offended you."

"

Because you do nothing else.

You know

thatvery well."

It was

now

their turn; they joined the waltzers,

and no

one would have guessed that it

was

fifteen years since Ivan

had

danced.

Meantime, in the card

-room

there

was some

gossip over this

new whim

ofthe

young

countess.

Count Ed-mund,

as he shuffled the cards, declared his cousin

An-gelawas bewitched about this Ritter Magnet.

"

Ah,is thatso?" cried the Marquis Salista.

"

Don't you believe him," interrupted

Count

Stefan.

"

I

know

our prettyAngela; she is as full of mischief as a kitten.

As

soon as she remarks that a

man

has a hobby-horse,she

makes him

ride it,puts itthroughall its paces,caracoling, leaping,hauteecole. This isher trick:

once she

knows

the subjectwhich interests a man, she talks of it with such an earnest face, such sympathetic eyes; and

when

he has left her,

charmed

at her

intelli-gence, her sweetness, sheridiculesthe unfortunatedevil.

This is the

way

she treated poor Sondersheim, a very brave

young

fellow,

who

has only onefault, thathe wor-ships Angela, and she abhors him. She laughs at ev-erybody."

"

That

is true; but she praises Ivan, notto his face, but behind hisback tome, and notbecause he is a

man

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of science, a geologist, but because he is such a brave man."

"

That

isanotherofher tricks; the artful puss

knows

right well thatthe praise which

comes

at third-hand is

the sweetestof all flattery."

"I take

good

carenot torepeat one

word

to Ivan."

"

There

you

show him

real friendship," remarked Sa-lista,laughing.

In the ball-room the dancers

had

returned to their places.

"

You

were ready toleave Pesth,"Angela was saying, with a charming pout.

"

You

needn't

deny

it; the abbe' told me."

"

Since then circumstances have detained

me

longer

than I expected," returned Ivan, coolly.

"

Have

yougot a familyat

home

?"

"

I have noone belonging to

me

in the world."

"

And why

have you not?"

This

was

a searching question.

"

Perhaps you already

know

what

my

business is. I

have a colliery; I

work

with the miners, and spend

my

day underground."

"

Ah, that explains everything," said Angela, regard-ing

him

with tender sympathy. "

Now

I understand that you are indeed right. It would be terrible to

con-demn

a

woman

to the sufferingsa miner's wife must en-dure.

What

can be

more

terrible than to take leave of her

husband

each morning, not

knowing

whether they will ever meet again; to

know

he is in the depths of the earth while she breathesthe freshair ofheaven; to fancy her beloved is perhaps buried alive,

and

she can-not hearhis criesfor help; thateven if it isnotso, that he is surrounded by a deadlyatmosphere, that it only needs a spark to

become

a hell, in whichher darling

179 would be lost to her forever? I can understand

how

a

woman's

heartwould break under such a daily agony; ev2n to her child she would say, '

Do

not run so fast, else a stone

may

fall on your father's head

and

kill

him.'" Then, with asudden change of expression, An-gela turned angrily to Ivan. "But

why

do you stay

down

in the

mine

likea

common

miner?"

"Because it is

my

element, asthebattle-fieldisthat of the soldier, the sea of the sailor, the desert of the trav-eller. It is with

me

as it is with

them

a passion. I love the mysteriousdarknessoftheworld underground."

The warmth

with which Ivan spoke these words kindled an answering enthusiasm in his listener.

"

Every passion is absorbing," she said, "especially the passion for creation and for destruction. I under-stand

how

a

woman

would follow a

man

she loved, not onlyto the field,but into the battle itself, although the art of war has

now become

a very prosaic

and

second-class affair,

and

haslost every trace of idealism. I con-fess, however, the heroismof the miner isto

me

incom-prehensible.

A man who

occupies himself with dead, cold stones is to

me

like that Prince Badrul-Buder in the'Arabian Nights,'

who

was turned into a stone,

and whose

wife preferred a living slave to her marble hus-band. I preferthose

who

penetrate to

unknown

regions

of the globe,

and

I could envy the wife of Sir

Samuel

Baker,

who

travelled

by

his side all through the deserts of South Africa, holding in one

hand

a pistol, while the other

hand was

clasped in that of her husband. To-gether theybore the burningheat,together repulsed the savage wild beasts.

Hand

in

hand

they appeared be-fore the

King

ofMorocco, and what the

arm

ofthe

hus-band

failed to procure was given to the

charms

of the wife. I can place myselfin the position of this

woman.

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who, alone and deserted in the

Mangave

wood, sat through the livelongnight with theheadofthe

wounded

travelleron her lap and aloaded pistolbeside her.

To

heal his

wounds

she ventured into the

woods and

found herbs; for his food she contrived to cook in the desert.

Shedid this for the only

man

sheloved,

whose

onlylove she is

and

has ever been.

Her name

is

known and

revered in every place where Europeans have pene-trated."

Again theyhadto join thecircleofdancers,

and when

they returned to theirplace Angela

resumed

the conver-sation:

"What

I said just

now

was sheernonsense; thewhole thingwas the outcome ofdespicable vanity.

A

misera-ble idea to travel through countries where a

woman

is

hardly to be distinguished from a beast,

and

that be-cause shewalks upright; wherethe ideal ofbeautyis to have the upperlip bored into a big hole, so that

when

laughing the nose is visible ridiculous!

And

then to be proud because she was the most beautiful

woman,

andher

husband

perforce was faithful to her.

A

great

thing, indeed, to be the queen of beauty

amid

mon-sters ofugliness! No, no; I

know

of something better, far bolder.

A woman,

Fraulein Christian, has accom-plished a journey alone on horseback all across the steppes of Asia.

What

if a

man

anda

woman

had the courage to penetrate through the Polenia Canal to the

warm

seas discovered

by Kane

? or if a

man and

a

woman had

the courage to castanchor inthe regions of the north pole, and to the inhabitants of that magnetic

kingdom

boldly say,

*

Compare

yourselves with us;

we

are handsomer, stronger,

more

faithful, happier than you are

'

?

That

would be atriumph;

and

such a jour-ney I

would

willingly undertake."

As

she said these words, Angela's eyes

gleamed upon

Ivan with the splendor of the aurora borealis.

Ivan decided within himself upon asudden experiment.

"

Countess, ifyou have the passion or desire tovisit strange worlds,

and

to excite the benighted inhabitants to a proper emulation for somethingbetter, truer,

more

intellectual than that they have hitherto known, if this

is reallyyour laudable wish, Ican

recommend

to your notice a country equally in need ofsuch enlightenment,

and

infinitely nearer to you."

-What

is it?"

"It

is Hungary."

"But are

we

notin

Hungary

already?"

"

Countess, you are in it, but not of it.

You

are merely visitingus.

You

do not

know

whatand

who we

are.

You

need notgo so farasthe poles orAbyssinia; here is a

new

world open to you, a large field where your passion for creating

and

improving can be easily gratified."

Angela

opened

her fan,

and

with an air of

indiffer-ence fanned her whitebosom.

"

What

can

/do?

I

am

not

my own

mistress."

''

You

are not your

own

mistress, and, nevertheless, yourule."

"Over whom?"

"

Countess, itwould only need one

word

from you to bring the green palace

and

all it containsfromViennato Pesth.

The

societyhere requires that leading person-ality which

now

in

Vienna

is lost

among

the crowd,

whose

existence is spent in aimless inaction. Pesth needs the prince, your grandfather.

He

adores you.

One word

from you wouldgive toour life a

new

being;

one

word

from you

and

Prince

Theobald

would reside here."

In document BLACK DIAMONDS (Pldal 188-194)